I have been talking to this guy for a couple of months now, but the thing is he never really has time for me and when he does its always in the middle of the night (grant it he does work from 3-12) but he is off on the weekends and I still hardly see him. I am no ones midnight squeeze . He tells me that he spends a lot of time whit his children, which is fine with me and I don't want to come off as a selfish, but let him tell it his ever waking moment is with his kids, and thats fine I am in no way saying to not spend time with your kids. But something about that just seems a little fishy to me considering they don't stay with him they live with their mom which is where he is going to spend time with them. I have children too and they don't stop me from making a call when I have free time to do so. And hell if you really liked me a phone call is not hard to do. So now I have just come to the conclusion that he is still with this women and I don't want to be part of any drama.
I keep finding all these Mr.Wrongs and this is the first somewhat of an relationship that I have been in since February of last year when my X asked me to help him out of a jam and took this other girl out on my dime (I'm talking a couple of thousand). I have never been married and would love to have that dream come true but only with someone who loves me for real.
They say God brings people into your life for a lifetime and for a season....I just keep getting these seasonal guys. I am done, I am going to find out who I am first love me more and treat me better then deal with these men who mean me no good
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thanks for the ear FC
Keep your trust in God he may be helping you out in the long run, Maybe he is telling you that they are definitely not your other half. Never give up though, it may not be someone you are looking for, maybe He will send someone who is looking for you, you never know, Sounds like your heart is true and for this world that is very unusual. I think some of us, He wants working for Him, and it is hard to find a match to suit you then. Someone that would help you be who you needed to be for Him and not drag you down. I think if you truly are searching for that companionship in life though keep your faith, and make sure what you are asking for is what you truly want, You never know in life who God will lead you to meet! I will keep you in my prayers!!!!