« on: December 26, 2010, 09:39:22 pm »Message ID: 289912
I think I am sick, I got nightmare for several month, and these days, much worse.
I imagine things,bad things, everytime when I do something, I imagine bad things will happen.
example, when I UNPLUG the cable of the rice cooker, I imagine: I will die cos of the electricity attack.
I cut vegetable, I will cut off my fingers...
I didn't talk to my partner the whole day yesterday. cos I felt sad, very sad, I have 5 month baby boy to care. May I do not talk to my same language friend for some days, Anyway, the life I am experiencing now is not what I want. I am sick I think, I talked to myself the whole day yeseterday, " I am sick, I am sick, I am sick"/// is it depression?
what I can do? I called my friend who is in Canada, now I feel better, hope I won't get nightmare tonight