I know where you are coming from. I was a 911 dispatcher in South GA until I made the totally un-informed and spontaneous move back to my home in North GA. My Mom had brain surgery and then the Father of my oldest son (who I am still very good friends with) had a heart attack. I knew that there were reasons that I was being pulled back home and I felt I needed to be here. Now I have hit a wall. Being a Certified 911 Dispatcher I thought I would have no trouble getting into the same field here...well...I was wrong, the 911 center here is actually taking furlo days and I am stuck without a job and with no income.
I am desperte at this point and I am trying to do everything I can to get money into my home. So far Fusion cash is the only site that is true when it says it is free. It is also the only site that I have connected with REAL people, and some of them are making real money. I am not there yet but I am still plugging away. I will tell you of one person who I am inspired by and that is Oldbuddy (if you are not familiar with him). Oldbuddy has techniques and has a great spirit, he is also FILLED with optomism. If you don't know of him look for him here in the forums or do a Google search of him. Oldbuddy has several videos on Youtube too.
So keep your head up, just hang in there. I believe that everything happens for a reason and I believe that everything works it's self out, you just have to keep believing and striving towards your goals.