IF there is a "god" it is NOT a kind and loving "god" as bible thumpers will have you believe. Trust me I share your anger! I won't post my long very personal story here but I will say that I find movies like Hannibal and The Boondock Saints (and I love the show Dexter!) very appealing. Although unless I am put in a situation of protecting someone or myself it is highly unlikely I would ever do anything like that but not because I don't want to! I can't stand the thought of the people who abused me or others going on with life as if nothing happened!
Well, the Bible does say "Behold the goodness and
the severity of God". On our part, goodness, if we walk the right way, and severity if we don't. We all have a choice. As far as life going on for certain individuals as if nothing happened, vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord. There is a day of reckoning coming.....for everyone.
It's quite apparent that you neither believe in God, and/or you blame Him for your problems. Both unwise decisions. However, you have chosen, and the choice is yours cuppycake. I've read some of your previous posts on different threads, and you come off as an agnostic or atheist. I'm trying to help an individual who is hurting, and your response does nothing but to stir up more hate and anger. While this is a public forum and you have the freedom to write what you want, it would be better not to post hate and anger at this point.....just a suggestion.To Peggy:
I have books I can send you free of charge. I already have them, and would love to send them to you. I've deleted my Facebook account just last week as my identity has been compromised more than once, and I'm trying to remove as many cyber footprints as possible. Jcribb is on there though, you could "friend" her, and maybe she could forward your contact information to me via email as she has access to it. Only a few trusted friends have it now.
Take care and I will continue to pray for you.