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Just this morning a guy I worked with passed away today they found him dead in the gym and he was in his 40's and anytime something like this happens if I know the person or not or if there are other tragedies that happen around the world I always end up reflecting on life. I hate reflecting too much because if you do that too often you can't enjoy what is in front of you but it's tougher to stay away from doing it when I knew someone or worked with them. Granted I didn't know the guy real well but I talked to him on a number of occasions and he did his job well and he had diabetes throughout his life so I'm unsure of what happened. From what I knew aside from that he kept a strict diet and tried to live pretty healthy so it's just crazy to me how one day you're here trying to do everything you can for yourself and live like you know how to and then the next day it be over.
It really makes you think and I know he had kids too and that's always the sad part because when something happens unexpectedly nothing is situated and all the future plans of anything are snapped in half. It's tough to think that you never know when you will go no matter what you do or how you live your life. Sometimes I don't think I take full acceptance of that fact nor do I try to think about it because I always feel like I'm not doing enough for myself or my daughter.
Anyone else ever think about any of this stuff? Just a thought and some randomness.
It really makes you think and I know he had kids too and that's always the sad part because when something happens unexpectedly nothing is situated and all the future plans of anything are snapped in half. It's tough to think that you never know when you will go no matter what you do or how you live your life. Sometimes I don't think I take full acceptance of that fact nor do I try to think about it because I always feel like I'm not doing enough for myself or my daughter.
Anyone else ever think about any of this stuff? Just a thought and some randomness.