ANY IDEAS ON HOW I CAN CHANGE MY LIFE?
I have a great idea for you, seriously. I'll take you to work with me and you can be right by my side while I do my rounds in the Pediatric and/or Adult Oncology Unit at my hospital. You can tell my kids, and their parents, just how much YOUR life 'sucks'.
I'm sure that in between wondering how long they will have their baby, toddler, or 13 year old with them on this earth and how they'll be able to keep a roof over their heads and food on the table (because they have exhausted limits on insurance and have zero left in their savings) they will sympathize with just how awful things are for you right now.
Yep, they will. You'll probably get even more support from some of the 20, 30, 40, and 50 year olds who have been going down this 'fun' road for years.
You want to make your life better? Quit feeling sorry for yourself and be grateful you HAVE an option to change your life. Yeah, I don't have too much in the way of encouragement for anyone who writes things like this - unless you DO have a really good reason for saying it.
If that's the case, I am all ears and on board and I WILL apologize for what I have said. I highly doubt your outlook on life is for a 'good reason' though......