Tired of relationships

[countrygirl12]

I so totally understand your post.  I didn't want to lose my mom or my husband but when they passed I thought I would finally have some peace. No I am estranged from my brother and sister and that is perfectly fine with me.  So tired of drama and distress but now my two sons who have always been close are on the outs and my older son is making my life miserable.  I am at the point where I look back and can see I have never had a really good relationship and people always do switch up on you or use and abuse you in some way.  I am really sick of it and have come to the place I am happier just being alone but can' figure out how to do that with my kids.

Thanks for understanding. I have a heart of gold. But I have to mentally prepare myself for hurt because if I don't it will affect me in a bad way. Me suffering from depression, I'm prone to be affected probably more severe than others. I have had been bullied by my own uncle months ago for nothing! I've always been a target so I'm at the point where I'm protecting my heart and mind. I can get upset easily and I don't bother anyone. I don't do social media, except maybe twitter and youtube but that's it. Family can be the worst at times and I've considered just taking  road trip without notice but I think about my cat.. Thanks for responding without criticism and I hope your situation gets better.

So stay away from him.  If family does not live in my house I can avoid seeing them.