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« on: August 16, 2010, 12:20:11 pm »Message ID: 221525
I don't love Garrett for his money, but I'm not sure I want to be with him forever, and I am counting on him to support our family while I attend college for 4 years. He makes a steady income and I love him, he's the father of our child, and he loves us both very, very much. I'm just not sure how I feel back. I'd probably say that the only reason I'm still with him is that I have no place else to go, he helps me and I help him, and right now he pays a lot of the bills so I don't have to, which makes me stay with him, because I know I couldn't make it on my own, and I don't want to leave our son with him. So.... do I love for money would you say? Kind of. Right now, anyway, until I get out of college and get a job. I love him, but I'm not "in love" with him, and I feel like I'm leading him on. Is this wrong? Because I actually feel really guilty.