You are talking in circles, and I'm not side tracking anything. Since you don't respect my opinion, why would you want me to answer anything? However, if your wanting to know if someone who did wrong, repented, and was forgiven, will they go to Heaven? If they continue to live their life for God from that time on, and not turn from it, yes. However, you can lose your Salvation, by turning your back on God and be lost, even after being saved.
That's too bad, I wouldn't let anyone separate me from the Lord I love. Especially someone I didn't even know on some forum. Your statement that I'm one of the reasons you don't believe anymore doesn't hold water. That's just absurd. I don't know you, and that excuse won't hold up when you stand before God. We all will answer for our own selves. If you can be swayed from God by anyone, then you have fallen into the oldest tricks that the enemy weaves. Man will always fail because......we are imperfect and will fail. We are to keep our eyes on God no matter what, as He is the one that matters.
It's like saying: "Well, I didn't like what that TV Preacher said, so I'm not going to be a Christian". That doesn't make any sense whatsoever.
Something is very wrong. You have bitterness, and you seem to resent someone or something very much. You need to get with a spiritual counselor that you trust, or just "someone" you can trust (a family member?), and get whatever it is settled in your heart. It may take forgiving someone that has hurt you terribly in your past. I'm not saying this to be abusive or to hurl accusations. I think I might represent something you have a lot of anger against. Maybe your angry at God for something.